[Poem] Fear of Life

I stare at the blank page,
Trying to write the thousand
and one thoughts running through my mind;

As i think to myself,
About all that was,
All that is and
All that will be;

Fear takes over my senses,
Clouding my thoughts,
Fear of the unknown,
Fear of life;

Sometimes I want to run away from this mad world,
Sometimes I wish i could do things differently,
Sometimes I wonder about a lot of things that i could have done,
Sometimes I worry i might be thinking too much;

I feel like floating in a deep dark void,
Eaten away from the insides,
Ripped and bleeding,
Desperately clinging on to life;

Exhausted and tired, giving up (on life) seems so easy,
I close my eyes and drift off into darkness;

Source: poetryoflife.com